Surrender, again
Morning
feeling poised on the edge
wandering
watering plants
taking in nature
trying to find peace
instead
this feeling
Morning
feeling poised on the edge
wandering
watering plants
taking in nature
trying to find peace
instead
this feeling
choice points
those moments
every day
live or die
care for self
throw it all away
forge ahead
give it all up
create beauty
Overwhelm -
cousin of Confusion
Another great place
to just hang out.
Enemy of
Creativity and
Living.
Ha!
Confusion
is such a convenient
escape.
Allows us to pretend
we have no idea
what is our heart's desire.
Allows us to ignore
the nudging of our
inner spirit.
Jason has been in my dreams
the last few nights.
They've been pleasant bits
of meals shared and
time spent together.
It's been many weeks
since he's ventured into
the dreamscape of my mind.
Dear Chocolate,
Oh how I love thee,
dear chocolate.
However,
it seems
you don't love me
as much as I love you.
Choices
in every moment, choices.
Right, left,
up, down,
forwards, backwards.
Choose time with loved ones
or screen time.
Choose the healthy food
or that yummy treat
Write.
Whatever comes to mind -
birds singing
rain falling
puddles getting ever deeper
springtime
fresh green leaves
new clothing for trees
blossoms bursting forth
spring is in the air
rain, rain, rain
so much rain
It's all part of the
experience right now.
My body aches
from yesterday's projects.
New things -
stretching out of
my comfort zone,
energy bursting inside,
chest tight,
mind whirling and spinning.
It's a good thing -
trying new things,
stretching oneself.
It's easy to feel
those feelings of terror
and turn and walk away.
Put the new thing away.
Forget the new opportunity.
But I now know
Driving down the road
I see new construction
at the business park
near where Jason worked.
Or...
Going to visit family,
I see the road is all torn up
and construction is in full force
Or...
I read an article in the news
about a new restaurant
going into a development
along the river
And...
I think to myself
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